Women over 50 can be creative, funny, energetic, sexual, pissed off, affectionate, profane, visionary, nurturing, grumpy

Interview with Jane Edna Mohler, Poetry Editor, Schuylkill Valley Journal, Vol. 59, Fall/Winter 2024

Reproduced with permission of the editors. Many thanks to Jane! Check out the gorgeous Schuylkill Valley Journal!

In your book Killing Summer, your poems span centuries and continents in a catalog of injustices. You write about the indigenous people of Massachusetts, prisoners in the US and Guantanamo, Iraq, Yemen, and more. I believe you wrote these poems living in Washington, D.C. And while there, you founded Split This Rock: Poetry of Provocation and Witness. Tell me about that organization. Did life in D.C. awaken your social concerns, or did it fan a flame you’ve had for a while? How and when did your conscience become so developed?

Thank you for this question and for the close reading of the book, Jane. I was fortunate to grow up in an activist family (hat tip to my 95-year-old dad) on the South Side of Chicago in the 1960s and 70s. Some of my earliest memories are of marching against the Vietnam War with my dad and of singing Freedom Songs at an interracial camp outside Chicago where my mother was a counselor. So I’ve always been an activist, and – I can’t help it – infused with the hopeful spirit of the Civil Rights Movement. I began writing poetry in earnest in my late 20s, during the early 1990s. “Establishment” poetry then was very stodgy and conservative. So many literary journals actually wrote, “No causes” in their guidelines in Poets’ Market, the pre-internet guide to getting our work out into the world.

It was bizarre! We were supposed to rope off one aspect of our lives – our engagement with the wider world – and not write about it? I tried, but you know what? We are indivisible. I am poet and activist, both. So, when I moved to Washington, DC, in 2002, I looked for and found a community of like-minded poets, all writing and organizing in the spirit of our predecessors in the Black Arts Movement, the LGBTQ liberation movement, the feminists.

    We began organizing Split This Rock in 2006 as a home and a platform for this new generation of activist poets in DC and from around the country. We put on six national festivals, organized campaigns for racial and social justice, developed an extensive youth program, and published poets online in a database searchable by social issue, The Quarry. We helped shift the understanding of poetry in establishment circles and the broader culture, so that socially engaged work is now at the center of literary life, where it belongs. I stepped down in 2019, but Split This Rock is going strong!

    Many women over fifty are pigeonholed with the stereotype that we just write about herons, our gardens, and family. Your poems express: powerful witnessing, enthusiastically rewarded lust, and huge empathy for those experiencing injustice. What do you think about the current status of over-fifty women-identifying poets?

    Isn’t it funny that women over 50 are having our moment, thanks to Kamala Harris’s historic candidacy and the predictable panic of the conservative movement in response? Guess what, folks? Women over 50 can be creative, funny, energetic, sexual, pissed off, affectionate, profane, visionary, nurturing, grumpy – all at once. And our poetry can and does reflect this complexity.

    The poetry community exists within the wider world, though, and so the world’s prejudices show up here as well: ageism, youth worship, misogyny, blanket assumptions. We all just have to keep writing our poems and sending them out. They will find their readers. And, I hope, challenge some of those absurdly narrow notions some people have of a wildly diverse group.

    Your language is physical, writing about blood, lips, nipples, tears, etc. This physicality lends muscle to your plain-spoken poems. Have you always written about “the burning and splendor of this world?” I think your choice of the word burning is a great representation of your voice. Is this a deliberate choice or are you simply being Sarah? Tell me about the burning.

    I was raised by English women – mother, grandmother, great aunt. To say that it was a repressed upbringing would be a vast understatement. But I often joke that I have a big, exuberant personality trapped in an Episcopalian body. I’ve spent decades trying to free myself – my body, my imagination, my contemplation of the possible – from the shackles of shame. Poetry has helped me on this journey, the way it challenges me to plumb my true self, not the self constructed from and within the strictures I grew up with. The burning is itself a source of shame. And yet, as you say, it is me. Celebrating the burning, the exuberance, the joy, the strong feeling and sending the shame off for its cup of tea – I still have to do this consciously every day. I still find myself frequently mired in shame, not recognizing its cripple for hours on end, as I worry and fret. Writing isn’t freeing, as such, but it is a road toward freedom.

    Your currently unpublished manuscript Call Me Yes: A Memoir in Verse, seems like a new personal turn for you. I think many poets start personal and then become more political, or at least more outwardly focused. In reading the manuscript, I have the impression that you went through lots to come to your current place of joy in your life. Please talk about this transition between the two collections. How does it feel to write more personal poems?

    I try to write whatever is pounding up inside me (or burning). My first two books contain numerous poems that would be considered personal, as well as the more explicitly political ones. But I think my work hangs out a lot at the intersection of these worlds. And you’re right, the new book journeys down the personal cross street at that intersection more directly and has the most thematic unity of my three collections. It follows the breakdown of my 27-year first marriage, through the absurdities of dating as an over-50-year-old woman, and into the tumble and embrace of new love. The body – my body, the bodies of women and girls – is always present, of course, and there are poems of lust and desire, sexual violation, physical change. A series of poems about my chronic pain, all titled “pain,” is a chorus throughout the collection.

    Any public discussion of the female-identifying body is political, of course, and uniquely so when considering the over-50 body. Just suggesting we are sexual beings is political! So, I still think of  it as a political book, just a slightly different one.

    You write about all kinds of injustices, even those we can’t see. And you don’t hold yourself above the reader. One line that stands out to me is, “how white I am,” when you express the fears white folks were raised with in the twentieth century, such as crossing the street when a black man approaches. You don’t lecture us; you focus us. I think you pick up power that way. What do you say about that?

    All white people in America are raised with racism in us. To claim otherwise is to suppress a stark reality. But the good news is we can recognize it and challenge it – within our psyches, in the ways we interact with others, in the policies and politicians we support. We can. I made a conscious decision to do so, once I was not so crippled by guilt. (I attended a training in the 90s led by the National Coalition Building Institute at which one of the leaders said, “Guilt is the glue that holds racism in place.” That is, it paralyzes white people and keeps us from examining ourselves and our circumstances and actions.) But we do have to recognize the racism and other kinds of bias and privilege within us first, to examine the ways that we are culpable. Likewise, even as well-intentioned citizens, all Americans are implicated in the child labor that builds our cell phones, the ravaging of the earth that warms our homes and fuels our cars. Finger pointing is not only alienating, it is dishonest. I strive for honesty in my writing. I don’t always achieve it but I try.

    Something I admire about you, Sarah, is your literary citizenship. I see you involved in national teaching venues, supporting poets on social media, and you recently started a monthly reading series based in the Mt. Airy section of the city. Lots of poets are introverted; but you act as an ambassador in the field. Tell me about all of your involvement in the poetry world. Is this an extension of your activism?

    Thank you for these kind words, Jane. I can’t really help myself. I am an extrovert: I thrive on interaction with others, as does my creative life. I cannot write in a vacuum. That does make me somewhat unusual among poets, but not unique; there are many great poet-organizers.

    I am currently teaching online workshops through Writers in Progress, working one-on-one with poets and memoirists, and co-curating/co-hosting a new poetry series, Wild Indigo, with the great Raina León. The series takes place the third Sunday of the month, 5-7 pm, at Young American Cider on Germantown Avenue, on the border of Germantown and Mt. Airy in the northwestern part of the city. Raina and I both live in Northwest and we wanted to bring the brilliant poets we admire to our area. The series is also designed to build multiracial community and engage audiences with campaigns for social justice, as the progressive organization Reclaim Philadelphia is cosponsoring. I don’t think of these realms as distinct. Cultural organizing is a useful term.

    Tell me about a few poets who influence you, and briefly, what is it you’ve learned from them?

    I always and forever return to the work of Lucille Clifton. Her imagery is arresting, her concision brilliant, her honesty bracing. We lost her in 2010 – far too early. But we are lucky to still have her words to guide us. It’s impossible otherwise to choose so I’ll mention a few poets I’m reading now. Niki Herd’s newest, The Stuff of Hollywood, uses the stuff of America – movies, news reports – to indict our grotesque love affair with guns and violence and the distorting power of racism. Documentary poetics at its finest. Every poem by the Ukrainian-American poet Julia Kolchinsky Dasbach I’ve read has turned my head. The blind poet Kathi Wolfe died after a sudden and brief illness in June. I keep returning to her funny, sweet, self-deprecating poems. Kathi was a friend and I miss her.

    Who are you besides a poet? What other parts of your life, past and present, inform your writing?

    I’m the mom of a beautiful and brilliant 26-year-old man who lives in Brooklyn. I’ve been vague as a mom sometimes, but he knows I love him with everything I have. I’m also lucky in my new love, the painter and musician Michael Albrecht. And in my activist comrades and friends and siblings and step-daughter and nieces and nephews. I cherish these people I love and try to tell and show them frequently. But sometimes I get so caught up in my commitments and my internal swirlings, I have to remind myself: Community care is political work. Is personal work.

    I’m an active member of the progressive organization Reclaim Philadelphia. I’m helping to organize a tribute to the amazing Larry Robin and Moonstone Arts Center, also in Philly. I’m still in love with and closely connected to my poetry community in DC. I love to cook, I love music and art and architecture, I’m interested in history and the many ways it informs our current moment, I walk in the Wissahickon. All these activities inform my writing.

    Our featured poets always have a connection to the Philadelphia metro area. What brought you to Philly?

    When I stepped down from Split This Rock, I decided to get an MFA, as a way to grow, of course, and to have structured time for my own writing. I’m a huge fan of Patrick Rosal, as a poet and teacher, and so decided on Rutgers University Camden, where Pat teaches. Happily they accepted me, as I didn’t apply anywhere else! I moved to Philly in the summer of 2019 and began the program that fall. Of course we went into lockdown in that spring semester, so the rest of my school time was on Zoom. Still so worth it!

    What’s next? Is there a project you can’t wait to dig into?

    I’ve been very slowly working on a hybrid poetry-prose project, part family history, part memoir, part racial justice manifesto. On my dad’s side I’m descended from Virginia enslavers, going many centuries back. Even while I was immersed in Black culture growing up in Chicago and even while my parents were strongly anti-racist, I still am all too familiar with Southern notions of our white exceptionalism, with the rotten nostalgia for a “genteel past.” I’m trying to explore this complicated dynamic, and especially the linguistic distortions that white people developed to mask – literally – the horrors of slavery, the crime against humanity they and their ancestors committed. It’s difficult. I don’t know if it will ever come to fruition. But I keep at it. 

    Stay Brave, with Leah Umansky

    The brilliant Leah Umansky asked me some smart and challenging questions in her Stay Brave series. I’ll paste an excerpt from one of my answers below. Thank you, Leah!

    And here’s a pic of a brave little bush flowering against the odds of a cold spring a few years back.

    “It feels that the most important thing we’ll be doing, trying to stay brave, is to survive – and especially, urgently, to help others do so. Many of our kin are at grave risk: those who are trans, undocumented, LGBTQ, young, BIPOC, disabled. Those of us with more privilege – I say this as a white, middle-class, straightish woman – will need to use that privilege to be in solidarity, side-by-side, with our at-risk kin.”

    A poem is like a handshake — even more so now, when we can’t shake hands

    In November, I had the pleasure of being interviewed by Juzel Lloyd, a student of Dr. Tony Medina’s at Howard University, for a class project. With Juzel’s permission, I am posting the interview here. I’m grateful to Juzel for these thoughtful questions! You can follow this talented emerging poet on Instagram at @juzel_lloyd_author. Check it out!

    Juzel Lloyd: What role do you think poetry plays today? Especially in a society where the written word is less valued than audiovisual media.

    Sarah Browning: After several decades in retreat, poetry is now reaching more and more people, though of course its audience doesn’t compete with pop culture in terms of size. But millions are reading, watching performances of, and sharing poems – on social media, YouTube, and the written word.

    I think people appreciate the authentic voice, one that’s not mass marketed and auto-tuned. A poem is like a handshake (maybe even more so now, when we can’t shake hands), reaching one to one, teaching us about our differences, showing us what we have in common, reminding us of what it means to be human. It also exposes injustices, imagines a better world, and inspires us to keep the faith, to keep working for that more just and beautiful world for all of us.

    JL: Has your creative process changed over time? The way in which you translate inspiration into poetry. If so, in what way?

    SB: Good question! As I’ve learned more about poetry, I have access to more tools on a conscious level. But I had developed many of these skills on my own (without necessarily having words for them), reading extensively and by being in workshops with peers, some of whom had more formal education in poetry than I did.

    I still think it’s important not to let too much “craft thinking” into my initial drafting process, though. It tends to shut me down when I need to remain open to my unconscious mind. During revision I try to bring my tool chest, full of all my new tools (which are increasing daily in my awesome MFA program): rhythm, musicality, image and metaphor/simile, what the poem looks like on the page, etc.

    Also – and perhaps this is most important – I try to push myself harder now: to be more open and vulnerable, to be less afraid, to dig deeper even when I am afraid. To be as transparent as I can – even when that may not necessarily translate into more accessible or transparent language.

    JL: As a former director of Split This Rock, what has been one of your proudest achievements in effecting social change during your time there?

    SB: In 2015 Split This Rock launched The Quarry: A Social Justice Poetry Database. Now totaling more than 600 poems drawn from poems published in the organization’s Poem of the Week series and that had won Split This Rock’s contests, The Quarry is searchable by social issue, making it an invaluable resource for organizers, educators, religious leaders, and anyone in search of socially relevant poetry. Poems from the database have been shared millions of times and are taught in curricula all around the world. I’m extremely proud of this accomplishment and its contribution to the public life of poetry. https://www.splitthisrock.org/poetry-database

    Also, in December 2014, Split This Rock organized a “virtual open mic” of poems that resist police brutality and demand racial justice, posting all 250 or so poems we received on our blog, Blog This Rock. The first post is here: http://blogthisrock.blogspot.com/2014/12/poems-that-resist-police-brutality_9.html. In January 2015, we printed out all those poems and presented them, along with the Ferguson Justice Demands, to the US Department of Justice in a poetry action outside DOJ headquarters.

    Poems from both these collections have been used in demonstrations, worship services, and classrooms around the world. They’ve been turned into films, danced to, placed on placards, and included in anthologies.

    JL: Based on your upbringing, one can say you were virtually born into activism. Do you ever tire of fighting for these changes in all major aspects of your life, in your work and your private life?

    SB: Oh yes, I am tired all the time. Indeed, it’s been almost two years since I stepped down from leadership of Split This Rock and I’ve needed all this time to recharge. While I’ve kept on reading and writing, I’m finally now beginning to re-engage more directly, though nowhere near at the pace I kept up at Split This Rock. I’m turning 58 next month, met a wonderful man a little over a year ago who I want to save some energy for each day, and I need more rest. I’m trying to learn a new rhythm. But the good news, as I’m learning, is that there are all kinds of ways to be involved in making change, and there can be different paths for different times in one’s life.

    JL: In “Gas”, I read it as commenting on the irony of fighting one injustice while still participating in another (environmental impact). As an activist, do you think one can actively remove themselves from all injustices given the large number of them ingrained in our everyday society? Do you think this is realistic?

    SB: Thank you for understanding the poem. It doesn’t always seem that everyone does! No, I don’t think there’s any way to not participate in the unjust systems of our society; we just have to keep trying to change them! One could find a way to go off the grid entirely and reduce one’s carbon footprint to almost zero, but most of us don’t want to do that/aren’t in a position to do so. We all have to make peace (or struggle) with whatever compromises we decide work for us… And find the best strategies for making a difference in this world, if that is important to us.

    And by best I mean two things: How can we have the most impact and what do we enjoy or that gives us strength and joy (life!), since it will be something we’ll be doing a lot of?

    For me, as a middle-class, educated white woman, it has always been important to me to be actively anti-racist and to model that for other white people. I haven’t always known how or done it well, but it’s an important goal for me. That answers the first half of the equation for me. The second half has shifted through my life. I loved presenting other poets, especially BIPOC and LGBTQ poets and poets with disabilities. But I never enjoyed the fundraising and administration. So now I’m trying to figure out next steps for myself in these realms, in addition to focusing on my own writing and trying to make it as strong and imaginative as possible.

    JL: As a poet and cultural worker how have you managed during the coronavirus pandemic, personally and professionally?

    SB: I’m very fortunate, as I’m in graduate school and, because of the timing of some money I got from a divorce settlement, I’m not having to work much. I send my love to all those who’ve been struggling so hard during this awful year. Also my gratitude goes out to those who keep the supermarkets stocked, prepare the take-out, deliver the mail, provide health care, and do all those tasks that make my life sustainable in the pandemic. I also have a newish partner, as I mentioned above, who’s loving and supportive, so I don’t feel nearly as isolated as I would otherwise.

    Most cultural workers, though, are really struggling, as are so many others. We need comprehensive support for the arts and culture, and for all who’ve lost jobs or are having to work through illness or work two or three jobs just to get by. Indeed, this is a great time for us as a society to restructure our economy entirely, so that it meets our human needs instead of lining the already outrageously bulging pockets of the very rich.

    Personally, in addition to relying on my friends and those I love for support, I’ve been walking in the woods and alongside rivers and streams a lot. Reading and writing. Binge watching Netflix. Cooking good meals. Keeping up with the news but trying not to listen to voices of hate and resentment. Listening instead to those who give me hope, who help me remember what is resilient and beautiful in humans.

    Resources for Equity, Diversity, and Inclusion in Literary Programming & Publishing

    A brief resource guide, by no means comprehensive, that I developed for a presentation. Please feel free to add more in the comments — or send me a note at sarahbrowningwriter@yahoo.com.

    • We Need Diverse Books
      An organization dedicated to “putting more books featuring diverse characters into the hands of all children.” Includes a “Resources for Writers” page applicable to all genres.
      https://diversebooks.org/

    White women, we have to look deep into ourselves and acknowledge the evil that lives there

    Written May 28, 2020

    This morning found me heaving with tears of rage and despair while furiously scrubbing last night’s dinner dishes. America. White women. Amy Cooper calling the police to report “being threatened by an African American man” who had asked her to leash her dog is of a piece with the Minneapolis cop who knelt on a Black man’s neck for nearly nine minutes, extinguishing his precious life as he begged and pleaded, as witnesses begged and pleaded.

    Is of a piece with Minneapolis police firing tear gas and rubber bullets at mostly Black and brown protesters.

    I can’t stop thinking of the white woman who gave George Zimmerman a hug after voting with other jurors to acquit him of murdering Trayvon Martin.

    The point is not that Amy Cooper had racist thoughts. All white people do, even when we have worked hard to confront and eradicate them. We’ve been deeply and profoundly indoctrinated in racism our entire lives. White women, in particular, are fed a daily diet of fear of Black men.

    The point is that Amy Cooper — and the white women who voted to acquit George Zimmerman and the white women who throughout history have been instigators of racist violence including so many who call police on Black people such as Christian Cooper living their regular lives — the point is that these women act on the racist thoughts that rear up inside them. They don’t check themselves. They don’t recognize that calling the cops on a Black man threatens that man’s very life.

    They don’t recognize this fact despite the repeated instances of police killing Black men and getting away with it. Despite the very public displays of these murders on social media. Despite the anguish of those who loved these men. Despite the movements for accountability and change that have needed to state what should be humanly assumed, that Black Lives Matter.

    If they do recognize the threat they represent and make the call anyway, then white women are perpetrators, plain and simple, active participants in a system that dehumanizes, degrades, and murders Black people.

    White women, we have to look deep into ourselves and acknowledge the evil that lives there. It is not necessarily our fault that we’ve been spoon fed racist fear our entire lives. But it is our grave responsibility to acknowledge it, to recognize when it rears its murderously ugly head, and to tell it to fuck off.

    There is much more to say — about entitlement and public space and history and America — but, for now, this: white women, let’s get down to it. We have so much work to do.

    Sarah Browning’s National Poetry Month Recommendations – Pandemic Version

    A list of recommended poetry books curated by Sarah Browning, cofounder, Split This Rock and MFA candidate, Rutgers University-Camden

    I’m grateful to the good folks at The Head & The Hand bookstore in Philadelphia for inviting me to curate a list of poetry collections for National Poetry Month. I’ve chosen 15 books, many by poets from populations most grievously affected by the coronavirus pandemic and by the policies of our nation, and others’, that have rendered them so vulnerable: Native peoples, people with disabilities, the incarcerated, and immigrants, especially our undocumented kin. Each of these collections brings poetry’s power – as a challenge and a balm both, reminding us, with ferocity and tenderness, of our common humanity.

    The list appears on Bookshop.org, a new site for buying books online, with a portion of proceeds benefiting independent bookstores!

    Read the list — and shop for great books! — on Bookshop’s website.

    About

    Sarah Browning is the author of Killing Summer (Sibling Rivalry, 2017) and Whiskey in the Garden of Eden (The Word Works, 2007). Her poems have appeared in Poetry, the Academy of American Poets’ Poem-a-Day, Beloit Poetry Journal, Shenandoah, and many other journals and anthologies. She is co-founder and was Executive Director of Split This Rock: Poetry of Provocation & Witness for 10 years. She is Associate Fellow of the Institute for Policy Studies.

    Browning is the recipient of artist fellowships from the DC Commission on the Arts & Humanities, the Virginia Center for the Creative Arts, Yaddo, Mesa Refuge, and the Adirondack Center for Writing. She has been guest editor or co-edited special issues of Beltway Poetry Quarterly, The Delaware Poetry Review, and three issues of POETRY magazine. From 2006 to 2019 Browning co-hosted the Sunday Kind of Love poetry series at Busboys and Poets in Washington, DC. She has been nominated numerous times for the Pushcart Prize.

    Browning is a columnist for the Other Words op ed service and her essays have appeared in small-town newspapers around the country, in Common Dreams, Utne Reader, Sojourners, The Writer’s Notebook, VIDA Review, and other venues. She previously worked supporting socially engaged women artists with WomenArts and developing creative writing workshops with low-income women and youth with Amherst Writers & Artists. She has been a community organizer in Boston public housing and a grassroots political organizer on a host of social and political issues. In the fall of 2019 she will begin the MFA program in poetry and creative non-fiction at Rutgers Camden.